jackymedan you’re definitely not being unreasonable.. they’re definitely not being very considerate (at all).. the least they could do is tell you they’re going out to eat and ask if you’re ok on your own or if you need something, like.. eating regularly is important in general, both for your mental health and your physical health.. also I’m so sorry they’re not offering you any proper emotional support when you literally tell them you’re struggling you have every right to be upset about these things.. *hugs real tight* again, I’m so sorry you have to deal with this.. I hope you’ll find your own place again soon and get your dog back.. I’m sure he misses you too and will be thrilled to see you again! hang in there <333 (2/2)

Thanks ❤ ❤ ❤ 

Thanks especially for saying that about my dog. My mom sent me pictures of Arthur. He seems okay. He’s so friendly and happy and adaptable. I’m glad he’s not freaking out and pining, but I sometimes feel I miss him way more than he misses me. I’m thinking about taking a weekend trip to see him sometime soon.

I think I’m slowly getting through to my mom. She hasn’t argued much against me getting medications like she used to. I think she’s finally understanding that there’s something really wrong with me and I need help. I think it’s just hard for her to accept. Like she’s been in denial about. I think my brother’s just kind of clueless about it. 

We did eat dinner together tonight. And actually healthy food, like chicken and vegetables. I think my body is happier than it was.