theparadoxmachine:

I’m trying to declutter because all the Stuff makes it hard to breathe – mentally that is.

It’s so hard. Like I know logically that I probably do not need a chocolate covered cherry tin full of crayons but GUYS. What if I need a chocolate covered cherry tin full of crayons?

I read Marie Kondo’s book but it tbh wasn’t that helpful.

Also Toy Story is evil and I’m traumatized for life.

Also I’ve had a back slide in my depression which has brought with it a nice heaping dose of nihilism, which is great for decluttering because life is pointless and has no meaning the good die young pricks live forever nothing matters so just toss all the dead weight and crap I don’t use BUT

BUT

It’s ebbing now and what if the nihilism was lying to me? What if I will care about the crap later? But the stuff is making me unhappy? BUT WHAT IF ITS NOT

My brain is stupid.