I need a new thing. Or an old thing but new invigorated love for said thing. 

I need something ridiculous to care about so much I can’t think about anything else. 

I need somebody here I can go to movies with or see stage shows with who won’t mock me or smile indulgently at me for loving geeky weird things. Or wonderful pretentious things. Or weird niche-y bullshit. Somebody come watch weird niche-y bullshit with me.