Saying goodbye to Arthur was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Leaving the apartment for the last time was rough but I tried to tell Arthur to be a good boy and I just couldn’t do it.

And now the cats are settled at my brother’s but they’re super stressed out. Horatio has been pretty chill about the whole thing, but Nebula has been losing her mind all day and now she’s taking it out on Ray and it just makes me miss Arthur more because he always breaks up their fights. And I’m so worried that now that we’re separated even after I get a new place we still won’t be what we were.

I just hate all of this.