She’ll Be Mine (Official Lyric Video)
i want to shoot him with a crossbow
i want to stab him in the eye
i want to liberate his head from his neck
and then punt the bloody wreck sky high
Tag: I’m tired
Last night I got a phone call from a family friend, my former babysitter, who I have not seen or spoken to in 2 years. She had gotten a call from Waco saying I was in jail. I was neither in Waco nor in jail. Still no idea what that was about.
Today is my dad’s birthday. He passed away over 7 years ago. I walked into work and they had birthday cake and ice cream set out. I’m still not sure who it’s actually for.
My mom called last night to make sure I wasn’t in jail. I made a joke about having an out of body experience. I’m honestly not sure it’s not actually happening.
Am I actually even awake? I feel like I’m part of the world’s dissociative state or something.
Either the world needs to start making more sense or it needs to let me go back to bed.
The Paradox Machine 