Tag: sorry

I have had a terrible day. The directions my brother gave me to avoid the highway on my way to work were absolutely awful and I was late to work on our busiest day. I was rushing all day to get stuff done and I still had to stay an hour late. The rest of the day was just Sensory Overload Day. My coworker kept interrupting me and interrupting my music, which was the only thing keeping me from going to the bathroom and opening up a vein.

My brother and his girlfriend made dinner for themselves and nothing for me. I’m too tired and upset to make anything. I’ve been crying off and on for a couple hours. Not over anything specifically, just as like a thing that’s happening. But I don’t want to have to deal with questions and the “what are you upset about” crap. Tomorrow during the time I usually go to lunch I have to go to a meeting about the health insurance at work. The insurance that doesn’t cover mental health issues.

I seriously considered driving myself to the hospital today. But I’m so close to having the only debt I have left (eat a dick wells fargo) being my student loans and I don’t want to ruin that if I don’t have to.

I don’t think I’m in any danger really. I just feel awful.