This started out as a decently okay day, then turned into a bad day, and now it’s a terrible day.
I got all my paperwork sorted before I went to lunch. My coworker is back and he was deliberately irritating me, and I didn’t get any sleep last night, but I had a bunch of coffee and flew through my work. I actually thought I’d get out on time today, but about 6 people turned in their stuff at the last minute and I was 2 and half hours late leaving today. I was so tired, from last week’s nightmare and last night not having any sleep that I was just sitting at my desk crying while trying desperately to get my work done.
And now, I’ve gone to etsy to check in on a shop that I’ve been wanting to buy things from for years, because now that I have a disposable income I can, only to find that now that I can actually buy something, the store is closed. Other store’s have similar items but they’re awful in comparison. To add insult to injury, in replacement of the thing I wanted, the suggestions from etsy were no joke – things I absolutely hate. Just a pageful of everything I can’t stand.
The worst thing is, I don’t even want to go to sleep, even though I’m exhausted. The thought of going to sleep just upsets me because as soon as I go to bed, I’m going to have to get up and go to work again.
The Paradox Machine 